HOW STRONGDO U THINK I AM?

If I don't cry, do you think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless, or I can't stand on my own.
How far can we go before we break?How long can I wait?
How strong do you think I am?How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, 'cause I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong how strong, how strong do you think I am?

It's so hard to tell what's in your heart
What you keep to yourself, is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,TO DREAM ABOUT U? And if you feel the same, what'cha you going to do?

...To my dad...

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself, Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cryBecause I know that's weakness in your eyes!!!!
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young, You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else, You just saw your pain!!!!
And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you, Because of you

This is the way that i'm learning to live

This is the way that we're learning to live, we're learning to FLY!
We're just having a bad time. it will pass.....we need some time alone, to think; i hope u know this has nothing to do with u
theres really not much we can do about it, just move on and keep holding on.
hope its true what they say, after the rain the rainbow apears.
i'm waiting for the sunrise 'cause i'm tired of the sunset.

i've just realized i'm getting old, and he is right. we've gotta live like there's no tomorrow, 'cause we never know what's coming or if sth is actually coming. pursue what you love and follow your dreams.

P.S I'M JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO REALIZE I'M WORTH IT, COME FIND ME.