martes, 22 de mayo de 2007

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY


YOU KNOW...I REALLY THOUGH HE WAS DIFFERENT, HE WAS SPECIAL, 'cause he was suuch a gentleman and he treated me so nice, he treated me with respect, he made me feel i meant something for him...I REALLY THOUGHT HE WASN'T LIKE THE REST OF THEM, YOU KNOW HE WASN'T SELF-CENTERED AND STUPID LIKE THE OTHER BOYS I'VE MET.

i really tought he was prince charming, mr right.

but then something else happened, i realized he wasn't the gentleman i thought, he really doesn't care about me, he doesn't care about what i think, i have opened my eyes i am really disappointed :( i am really really sad.

he made a promise and didn't keep it....(didn't see that one coming) GOD I FEEL SO SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because i believed in him...i trusted him....

and my sister knew i was wrong, she knew he wasn't mister right, but mr.WRONG, and she didn't warn me :( =( :-(


well now i know what to expect, so maybe its better this way.

better late than never...........



I HOPE YOU KNOW, I HOPE YOU KNOW

THAT THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU,

ITS PERSONAL MYSELF AND I,

WE'VE GOT SOME STRAIGHTENING OUT TO DO,

AND I'M GONNA MISS U LIKE A CHILD MISSES THEIR BLANKET,

BUT I'VE GOTTA GET A MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE,

I'TS TIME TO BE A BIG GIRL NOW,

and big girls don't cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

song by fergie "big girls don't cry"

martes, 15 de mayo de 2007

ITS HYPOCRITICAL OF U...DO AS U SAY, AND NOT AS U DO

Alguna vez han tenido ese sentimento de decepcion??
Y esq es impresionante como cuando uno en serio necesita un amigo...cuando en serio necesitas de la ayuda de alguien o simplemente q algun amigo t apoye, t escuche y que enserio este ahi...ABSOLUTAMENTE TOOOOOODOS TE DAN LA ESPALDA...al reves en lugar de apoyarte, de decirte no t preocupes todo va a estar mejor o de estar ahi ...lo unico que hacen es chingar e inclusive hacerte sentir peor.......esque en serio en los ultimos 5 meses me he dado cuenta de que en realidad no contamos con nadie, porque todas esas hipocresias y todo eso que la gente dice de NO TE PREOCUPES, SIEMPRE CUENTAS CONMIGO; o YO SIEMPRE VOY A ESTAR AHI CUANDO ME NECESITES; o CUANDO NECESITES ALGO SOLO LLAMAME; PUEDES CONFIAR EN MI , (y podria seguir toda la noche) y todas esas malditas cosas que las personas dicen son mentiras!!!!! y en serio me enoja porque no entiendo como las personas pueden ser tan hipocritas para apoyarte en los buenos momentos y decirte que siempre estan ahi para ti y a la hora ya se les olvido lo que te dijeron y te encuentras decepcionado, traicionado y ademas de todo solo.
¿Porque solo estan contigo en las buenas y no en las malas? ,¡Acaso les parece mas comodo?, o mas facil? ¿o creen que eso los hara mas populares?, No entiendo que es lo que los lleva a hacer eso, a mentir y a traicionar de tal forma a sus "amigos", a decepcionarlos y dejarlos solos.




I was left to cry there, waiting outside there.......Grinnin' with a lost stare!!!! :-(
That's when I decided ...Why should I care? 'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared!!!!!! I was so alone!!!!!!! You, you need to listen, I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip, AND I'M IN THIS THING ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

viernes, 11 de mayo de 2007

smile like you mean it

so I've come to find that is better to smile like you mean it ...even if you are sad...'cause its better to smile and you might even believe yourself...believe that you are happy.
Sometimes things are really messed up and your life's a complete mess ...just smile and laugh it off...smile like you mean it.
Just believe in yourself and everything...every single thing...will turn out to be just fine
Sometimes family sucks and it seems they are all against you...just smile like you mean it....you might find that smiling makes everything better.
soo the guy that i like doesnt even no i exist...you know what...i dont care anymore....i deserve so much better...so ill just smile like i mean it.....

be happy...be yourself

domingo, 6 de mayo de 2007

about prince charming!!!!!!

i have come to find that prince charming does not exist!!!!!!!!!!! every single guy on this planet is not worth it...(except maybe for pepe rachid & superheroe Feedback & maybe stan lee) yeahh but except for them...no guy is worth it and all of them are all the same!!!!!!!!!! con el paso del tiempo...you'll come to find that THEY ARE ALL THE SAME ...no matter what you do... no matter what you say.... no matter whats going on between you and him....they WILL ALWAYS HURT YOU!!!!!!!!! they are all liar liars!!!!!!! and they only care about one thing...and only one thing (dispite what they say) they only care about their reputation....so from now on IM NOT THINKING ABOUT MY PRINCE CHARMING ANYMORE...cause i've been hurt enough...if he really exists and if he really cares...he WILL HAVE TO FIND ME AND COME TO ME...AND PROVE ME THAT HE IS NOT LIKE THE REST....'cause my heart wont really stand another deception

viernes, 4 de mayo de 2007

Barbie dolls

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Diary of a 13 year old girl

Conversations with my 13 year old self

You're angry, I know this. The world couldn't care less. You're lonely, I feel this, And you wish you were the best. No teachers or guidance, and you always walk alone. You're crying at night when nobody else is home.

Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling, I promise you that it won't always feel this bad. There are so many things I want to say to you. You're the girl I used to be, You little heartbroken thirteen year old me.


You're laughing, but you're hiding! God! I know that trick too well. You forget that I've been you and now I'm just the SHELL. I promiseI love you and everything will work out fine. Don't try to grow up yet. Oh just give it some time!

The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare, but you can wake up anytime. Don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you. You're the girl I used to be, the pissed off complicated thirteen year old me.

Little girl, I wish you well, Until we meet again